some of this is an excerpt from an email i sent someone tonight. i've been feeling for awhile that i need to write again. to get these thoughts out of my head and onto something. maybe it'll prompt songs again. maybe it'll birth something. it's time for something new.
i read a blog from jamie tonight. in a week i'll get to meet him and i'm pumped. he's just so full of hope. so full of life. and his perspective reminds me of mine. this is about a show he went to recently...
..."It turned out to be one of the best shows i've ever seen in my life. i keep telling people about it and i'm pretty sure i sound like an idiot because i can't begin to explain it and i just go on and on. For me, it was everything i love about music and so much of what i hope to find in this life."
"The best songs, the best bands and nights - they remind you you're alive. They remind you it's okay to cry, okay to celebrate and dream, okay to push and move and change. Okay to believe."
that's stuff i would say. not very many people go to a show--and i'm not talking about a blatant christian show--and leave with something deeper. it's rare. i like finding the hope in dark or non-obvious places. i guess right now i need to find it for myself and then eventually i can find it for other ppl again. anyway. i'm looking into schools in FL right now. and Denver.
i need answers.
soon.
and i'm worried about my grandpa. and my mom. and praying that God does not take him away yet. please, not yet. not now.
i'm too tired to write anything else. nite.
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